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Mon, 03 Jun 2013 21:31:30 -0400

fuckyeahfoodninja: I can’t choose which one is more me

Tue, 19 Mar 2013 20:14:38 -0400

fuckyeahfoodninja:

I can’t choose which one is more me

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Fri, 19 Oct 2012 07:18:28 -0400

Urge to type.

Thu, 04 Oct 2012 11:35:40 -0400

I just have to do this as I wait for my recordings to be converted into mp3s. I already drank 2 servings of coffee —- I frapp(?) and 1 black. Ugh. Sobrang sabaw. @.@ I was actually quite disappointed to not see a specific someone on line tonight. *sigh* I just need him right now. No, not that kind of need but “he-has-reliable-notes-need”.

I got a good score on our first quiz in neuro. I need another good score with our quiz tommorow and a WOW score on our exams. Please. Please be good to me. I need this.

Sobrang random. I sorry. I just have to continually type words that I’m not sure makes sense when put together. Sorry grammar nazis.. My grammar is by far horrible.. MEHEHEHE!

more than 25% download. 1 hour left. Not sure if I still have enough time to listen to it. I’m afraid to sleep. Might wake up late. Classes starts at 7 and Rocky asked me to go to school early so that she can review me with this thing. Ok. I’m talking to much nonsense. byee.

I am on this kind of “unofficial mature relationship” with someone where in we...

Sat, 22 Sep 2012 18:33:25 -0400

I am on this kind of “unofficial mature relationship” with someone where in we don’t have to do or to say anything to prove or to show there is “something” between us. I just know that whatever it is, he’s there whenever I need him and I’m here whenever he needs me…

And realizing that, I’m just happy.

From my blogger page.

Sun, 16 Sep 2012 10:31:00 -0400

Posted last July 29, 2012.

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I’ll take a bath after this. Promise.

Hi there! Today is yet another suspension due to the non-stop rain since yesterday. We were supposed to have a back-to-back-to-back quizzes today which I’m not prepared to take because since noon yesterday, I already anticipated the suspension that’s why I didn’t really study study. That’s why you see, I’m one of the few people who wished for a suspension last night. Hehe. Hey! I’m still young. An 8-hour long sleep would still be great! I don’t really care about make-up classes and I just think people are just enjoying themselves when they see us whine (I know someone specifically..) and I don’t want to give them that satisFvCKtion. So, I’ll just enjoy myself today and perhaps read something about our back-to-back-to-back-to-back combo x3 quizzes tomorrow. *sigh*

But before I take a bath and really study for our PTSem quizzes tomorrow, this is my baby, Bam. She’s already about 4 months old and was given to me by Mr. Cabotage when she was just 3 months old. So yeah, I celebrated her first month to us last Saturday. :”>

Our first photo together. Sorry for the face. Haven’t taken a bath but Bam did. hihi.

Til’ now, my mom thinks that she has breed or something. She always asks me what Bam is but I always say that I don’t know. She doesn’t know Bam is just an askal.…I think. Haha. But this pup is spoiled by her nevertheless. And I think my mom wants to meet Nate just to ask what breed Bam is. ooppss.. even that part was edited. I mean, my mom doesn’t know who gave me the dog. :))

Anyway, more Bam pics… About the name? Not really sure but it is something about being black and I just thought of jam. Creative me! :P

Bam’s first night. Didn’t have a leash then so I just used a ribbon. She’s so small then.

Big Bam. She likes sleeping near the electricfan. Spoiled dog.

Ok. Bath time for me.

Masakit yung feeling na after mong gawin halos lahat at mag-exert ng effort, sasabihin niya na hindi...

Fri, 14 Sep 2012 21:56:00 -0400

Masakit yung feeling na after mong gawin halos lahat at mag-exert ng effort, sasabihin niya na hindi pa siya handa. Masakit na marealize mo na hindi pa pala enough yung ginawa mo para mapansin niya na handa mo siyang saluhin whenever he needs catching or at least change his perspective about things.

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Sun, 02 Sep 2012 00:40:52 -0400

Maybe those little things you do are the things that made me fall in the first place. Thank you for reminding me that. I almost forgot.

We’re 55% ok I think. I least we are in talking terms now not like the past month (yes, MONTH) that we don’t really say a word to one another though katabi kita sa ibang klase. Thanks for reminding me why I hold on this long. Pero ok lang ba na sabihin kong ayoko na bumalik dun sa ako na……. haii. Basta alam ko na yan. Ayoko na muna siguro. Nakakasawa rin e.. Wala naman akong napapala diba? Pero thank you. Nandyan parin pala yung batang gusto kong alagaan. Pero nakakatuwa kasi yung batang yun, malaki na.

Naghihintay padin.

Just scroll down... don't mind this.

Sun, 26 Aug 2012 14:02:24 -0400

I miss how easy our conversation would usually go. I’ll text, you’ll reply and that’s it. I’m happy.

You were my breather. Kahit na gano kadrama, ka-weird, ka-walang kwenta…you always know what to say (or not to say). And even though sometimes, you only literally say a word, I find it comforting because it’s always the right one.

How I miss it. Is it my fault? Should I be the one saying sorry because I’m the first one who “left”? Well, I still think otherwise. But maybe, since it looks like I can’t handle this situation pretty well, I might actually do it. But not now, I’m still waiting…….and I’m not even sure for what.

I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I’m not sure if this is what “love” feels like. This is my first time to actually “feel” this. This one is different from the last time I equate love for a feeling so I’m not actually sure. But whatever this is….its for you.

—-I warned you.

Ikaw, Hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari. Well, alam ko pala yung iba. Pero bat ganon? Gantihan?...

Tue, 21 Aug 2012 06:11:25 -0400

Ikaw,

Hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari. Well, alam ko pala yung iba. Pero bat ganon? Gantihan? Hindi ko alam kung nang-iinis ka ee.. Kasi, kung oo, WOW! nakaka-touch kasi kilala mo talaga ako. Alam mo kung san mo ko titirahin —- dun sa pagiging selosa ko. -_-” Alam na alam mong kaya kong pumatay (though alam mo ring pa-joke lang) kapag na-trigger yung parte kong yun. Effective ee. GRRRR…

Kala ko effective yung silent treatment ko sayo. Well, naging effective naman diba? Aminin mo? Pero, grabeeee…. yung ganti mo, sakit e. You make sure I see and hear every bit of it. Bat ka ganyan? :(

Pero may nakita ako. HAHA! Nagseselos ka din.. (BLEH!) Nakita ko yang tingin mong yan ee. Well, hindi ko kasalan yun. Tsaka actually, wala yun noh. Ikaw padin kasi. Naghihitay lang ako…..kahit na ala kong… ugh. ok. -_-“

Kahit ikaw yung may kasalanan (oo, ikaw naman talaga), I wanna say sorry. Miss na kita. Ang dami kong gustong sabihin sayo. Alam ko, ikaw din. Lalo na’t bagong gupit ako. HAHA!

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Sorry kung assumera ako.. Gusto kong isipin na………….wag nalang pala.

Mag-aaral nga lang ako. Yung epekto mo sakin, grabeee.. Naiinis ako kasi ngayon lang ako nagkakaganito. :(

Usapang Soulmate.

Sun, 12 Aug 2012 04:34:54 -0400

Dito ako magsusulat kasi alam kong hindi siya dito magbabasa. Dito ako magsusulat kasi dito, pwede akong magtagalog. Dito ako magsusulat kasi, wala lang. Hindi naman masama diba?

Hmmm.. So, nahanap mo na ba soulmate mo? Yung masaya ka kapag kasama mo. Yung kapag malungkot ka, isang salita lang niya ang gaan na kagad sa feeling. Yung kaparehas mo mag-isip. Yung kaagaw mo sa isang bagay kasi parehas kayo ng gusto. Yung hindi mo ka-PPB teens pero kinikilig ka pero yung kilig na walang malisya? Yung masaya lang. Yung masarap lang sa pakiramdam. Yung hindi mo kailangang laging magsalita. Magkasama lang kayo ok na. Yung hindi mo kayang magalit sa kanya ng matagal kasi may kailangan kang ikwento sa kanya? Yung parang best friend pero hindi?

Kung yan nga and definition o sign and symptoms ng “Soulmate” pwes, ako ata nakita ko na. At oo, lalaki siya. At hindi kami PBB teens. Magaan lang sa pakiramdam. Pero seryosong walang malisya. Walang hiya! Nasasabi ko nga sa kanya na na-uutot ako e. Anytime and anywhere. Komportableng vibes lang. Maswerte ako sa kanya kasi alam kong inaalagaan niya ako at the same time, hinahayaan niya akong mag-isa kasi alam niyang kaya ko. Isa siya sa mga matatag na support system ko. Sinasabi niya rin na malaki na yung bilbil ko. At walang mintis sa lampas nito (sounds so wrong..pero..) YUN! Para ko siyang kapatid. Pero yung kapatid na hindi nag-aaway. Kapag magkasama kami, lagi lang kaming tumatawa. Kasi nilalamas ko din yung bilbil niya. HAHAHAHA!! So yun. Ang point nito ay, nakita ko na ATA yung soulmate ko. MASAYA E!

Kapag sinabi namang “Soulmate” hindi naman kailangang may romantic involvement diba? Basta, kumbaga, lumilinya siya sa “love” na mahirap i-explain. Nararamdaman nalang. Siguro maswerte nalang yung ibang tao kasi kung sino yung soulmate nila, yun din yung nakakatuluyan nila. Kami? Ok na muna sa ganito. Tignan natin. Malay mo……..Pero hindi e. KADIRI! :))

—-gusto ko lang talaga ilabas yun. Parang yung utot ko. :P :))) May blog din pala akong inglesera. Hanapin niyo nalang. ;))

I’m shouting from the inside. Letting it all out.

Sun, 12 Aug 2012 04:01:34 -0400

I’m shouting from the inside. Letting it all out.

deleted my other post. my nagcomment chineck ko yung profile, walang nakalagay. :O K. mamatay ka sa...

Sun, 08 Apr 2012 08:50:03 -0400

deleted my other post. my nagcomment chineck ko yung profile, walang nakalagay. :O

K. mamatay ka sa allergy mo! >:))) your choice.

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Fri, 30 Mar 2012 05:32:36 -0400

ang dami nang bago. nalulunod ako. :O

Fri, 30 Mar 2012 04:42:02 -0400

I appreciate even the smallest thing as long that it’s...

Fri, 30 Mar 2012 04:16:35 -0400

I appreciate even the smallest thing as long that it’s from you. :”>

long break. (a very very very late post)

Sat, 10 Mar 2012 19:14:20 -0500

last Feb 22-25, we had our long break… so yey! and this is how I spend it..

Feb 22 (Wednesday) - After our Ana. Lab, my classmates and I went to Maginhawa St. near UP. FOOD TRIIIIIP!! :D :D (Friuli, I heart froyo and Moonleaf)

Feb 23 (Thursday)

*no pictures*

spend the day watching One More Chance while doing tables for Special Tests and editing rocky’s video. ;)

Feb 24 (Friday)

*no pictures*

again, spend the day watching One More Chance while doing tables for Special Tests and editing rocky’s video. ;)

Feb 25 (Saturday)

went to Bulacan with ze lovely friends.. It’s rocky’s burthdeey.. :P :))

lunch c/o rocky. :D (Tokyo Tokyo, SM)

a day well-spent. :>

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after that, reality bites.

Feb 26 (Sunday)

Cram all requirements. PANIC! :P :))

ma brathas from anader mader and pader! my CRS siblings, rey (green) and iggy (yellow). these guys...

Sat, 10 Mar 2012 18:25:00 -0500

ma brathas from anader mader and pader! my CRS siblings, rey (green) and iggy (yellow).

these guys do not fail to make me laugh especially kuya rey’s very innocent queries and little brother iggy’s corny nerd jokes. :P :))

love you both.. (in a sense) thank you!! mwah mwah! :P :))))

Dear girls, you need my approval first before you get one of my awesome boys! kakaliskisan ko muna kayo! >:)) these boys, if you hurt them or make them sad or cry, even a bit, I WILL SURELY MAKE YOU CRY in the best way I can! >:))))

Alam mong matagal kang nawala dito kapag nagulat ka sa bagong itsura ng dash ng tumblr. (yun lang ba yung nagbago?) :O :))

Sat, 10 Mar 2012 18:08:11 -0500

very familiar. funny how this post described what I felt last...

Sat, 21 Jan 2012 19:59:15 -0500

very familiar. funny how this post described what I felt last January 20, 2012. :/